In a Sea of Thinkpieces, a Latino Voice

In a stunning and quantumly predictable yet unforeseen turn of events, I woke up facing a harsh reality before me: the people of the United States (my own “home and native land” as the Canadians would say and Republicans would repeatedly deny), divided by race, social class, and political party, had elected a basketball to the presidency.

This not to say that I hit the snooze button all Election Day yesterday. Like many people my age, I was glued to Facebook and Twitter with reactions to state breakdowns, Electoral College numbers, voter turnouts, demographics, and everything that both fairly and unfairly affects the political process in our nation. As I watched state after state filled in with Red, I stayed strong for both my family and my people.

However, after losing key battle states, I quickly began to lose my sense of direction. After channeling my energies and thoughts, I began to piece myself together enough to interact with others, and argued and debated the results. I simply talked about the signs that this could have happened. The telltale marks in the Clinton campaign that were pointing to her downfall, the signs in the manipulative and deceitful Trump campaign that pointed to its victory; all these things and more I talked about and debated with friends on a social media platform. In a way, I take comfort in that.

Democracy, at its very core and aligned with how our founding fathers intended it to be, is exactly that. Discussion, arguing peacefully and calmly with an open mind, discourse, and a constant moving forward. I take pride in knowing I have participated and continue to participate in a tradition of logical thinking, voting, and democratic debate that is the true pinnacle of our over 200 years as a nation. Though, it may surprise our founding fathers that it’s a punk Latino kid who’s doing the thinking and voting.

And in this, I find solace. It would be easy for me as LGBT+ identifying, a person of color, and a 20-something year old trying to play the politics game to give up; as a minority in so many senses of the word, it would be easy to cry and play victim. It would be easy for me to collapse on the floor, claiming to be a martyr of modern politics. Many people my age ARE doing so, with snide “it should have been Bernie” posts on Facebook. However, the strongest guiding light I have is that I do not have the luxury or the privilege to do so. In these discussions of “What now?” and the absolute terror my brethren and sistren in the Latino and LGBT+ communities, we get up to fight again.

Surrounding me in Orange County is a very real, hateful rhetoric that is very sobering. I am no stranger to this, as I’ve been pressure cooked in it since birth. As a native of Anaheim and an alumnus from Cal Poly San Luis Obispo, being surrounded by a white, Republican majority and all its caveats is something I’m no stranger to.

In a world where a voting majority felt its rights were taken away by a “black man in the White House,” we are now facing a racist “white man in the White House.” For us, our very way of life is within firing range of not only a bigoted President, but a very powerful Republican-controlled House, Senate, and a seat still open on the Supreme Court. The consequences of losing this election are very real, and may take decades to repair.

However, this means we must continue to fight tooth and nail for the rights and liberties we deserve. Continuing under the assumption, after securing PoC rights in the 60’s, a woman’s right to choose in the 70’s, or jumping forward to the strides in LGBT rights we have now, that our struggles were over was almost naive and foolish. We’ve been fighting every day of our lives, making a place for ourselves and succeeding.

We must continue to fight, continue to succeed, and continue to prevail. Our future wills it, we have no other choice. We can’t afford the luxury nor have we the privilege to treat this election cycle as a joke. We can’t let our will be drowned out in a sea of ironic memes about Bernie Sanders, Trump caricatures, and half-hearted tweets lamenting our situation. We must take continue action, continue in the political process, and continue our struggles.

In a sea whose tsunami-like waves threaten to swallow us whole in a sea of white-foam and pitch-black waters, we must continue. We must go on; we have no other choice.

Latinos, Tech, and Gaming: Oh My!

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Under a shadowy veil with months of leaks, a global ARG, and hush-hush secrets from headquarters, the new hero for Blizzard’s hit game Overwatch has finally been revealed: a Mexican Latina named Sombra. However, how does this impact the culture of Orange County? The culture of video game development? The very essence of Mexican and Mexican-American culture? I, as a first generation Mexican-American, think Sombra represents an important and much-needed shift in thought to get Latino people into careers that we are consistently underrepresented in. She represents a new tech-forward identity that uses its own skills to take matters into its own hands. But, most importantly, she’s really freakin’ cool.

For a reader who may not be up-to-date with the games industry, Overwatch is a much-celebrated new addition to Blizzard’s flagship products; it is a First Person Shooter, or shooting game from a first-person perspective. However, in a genre almost defined by the Caucasian de facto standard, Overwatch is extremely unique. The global and international nature of the game, from its storylines, settings, and characters, is at the forefront. In a genre dominated by depictions of our culturally accepted identity of a White American soldier, Overwatch turns this preconceived notion on its head. In Overwatch we fight for our very future and our core beliefs in a Six versus Six war using a colorful cast of characters from all over the world.

From D.Va, a female professional gamer who hails from Korea, to Tobjorn, a Swedish weapons designer, to Lucio, a black Brazilian D.J., to say the game is merely “diverse” would be an understatement. In a genre so dominated by our images and media of war movies, Overwatch is one of the most refreshing games to be on the market. The Overwatch cast is one of the most diverse on the spectrums of age, race, nationality, and sex in any video game, let alone a first person shooter.

How fitting, then, for the next character on the roster to finally be a Latina. Sombra, a Latina hacker who grew up in a fictionalized version of Mexico, was the victim of a war she had no say or power in, and grew up an orphan. After stumbling upon a mass global conspiracy that threatened her own safety having discovered it, she rid herself of her old identity and was rebirthed as Sombra: a chaotic hacker who has no true allegiances outside of herself. In my eyes she represents a new wave of ideas that the Latino culture and identity needs. We need to be tech forward, we need to “infiltrate” STEM careers, and we need to secure our own place in the rapidly developing world of science and technology.

It’s no secret that the video game industry and game development is a very male industry. Even Overwatch has come under fire as a reaction to this, with character designs and animations for female characters being criticized as sexist (see the scandal on Tracer’s butt-pose). Sombra can be viewed as a new counterexample to this identity, and better yet a role model for women looking to study and “break into” the fields of computer science, electrical engineering, and many other tech-forward areas of study and career paths. However, it is just as pressing and urgent to stress her background as a Latina.

As a first generation Mexican-American Latino growing up in the middle of Anaheim, not but 30-40 minutes on the 5 from Blizzard headquarters in Irvine, I didn’t have the resources to know what I know now having finished college and seen things from a perspective no one in my family had seen before. I was never encouraged to go down these career paths because no one in my family had any experience with tech careers. I was mystified by the things I learned in university, and left dumbfounded by how ill prepared I was by my high school education to tackle the tech-world. Had I not been fascinated by computers as a child, I quickly realized how these opportunities would have passed me over. No where in my Latino-majority high school were people talking about developing games in Unity, using C# and .NET to create Windows software, or the latest processor offerings by Intel.

For a fictional character, I think Sombra represents a new possibility for Latinos to tap into new careers and new offerings that were previously untapped by our people. With so many young Latino people hard wired into the Internet, and almost glued to their Facebook and Twitter, the potential we have to take the tech world by storm has never been greater. Our access to technology has never been stronger, and to let this chance slip by us would be the largest of tragedies.

All this from a simple character… Though it may be doubtable that Blizzard had these intentions in mind when designing and developing Sombra, the character has truly engaged me and affected me strongly. As a young Latino trying to find a career in the video game industry, to me Sombra represents the ability for Latino people to also be seen as tech-capable and on the forefront of computer technology. She represents and strengthens my ability to stare down these white-boys-club careers straight in the eyes and remind myself que “Si se puede!”